February 2012
That awkward moment when you get excited that you actually got a message and it turns out to just be spam…
I hate how easily people disappear from your life....
goodbyetoyesterday:
They just go poof. It’s nobodies fault usually, time just brings distance and the more time that passes the more likely they’ll just disappear. I can’t count the amount of friends who’ve become acquaintances, and then just not even a part of your life. It sucks.
Mom: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I haven't been eating that much and I'm hungry all the time.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
I really just want to get away from everything for a while. I’m so stressed out and I just need a break.
The coast, a good book, and good music…yeah, that would be nice.
